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18 May 2003 @ 12:30 am
And then there were two, and soon only one would remain.  
I have thoughts to tell.

The situation seems much like my white rose - that is to say, an odd one. We thought at first that its petals were falling off one by one, never having bloomed ... but now we see that it is not dying. Rather, it is blooming. Perhaps we search too closely for signs of failure.

When we were giving gloomy predictions, I was told to stop the rose then and there in its processes; take it from its water and hang it to dry. But I don't want to dry it, to preserve it as it was. I much prefer it in its state ever-changing, continually developing. I do not want the crusty remains of something which was at once both soft and vibrant.

We make choices; these choices may lead us to and may open or close future paths to us. That one did not gain admission at her first school of choice, that one almost did not join the club via which we all met. This one did not know what to do, and her indecision guided her here. Yet here we all are, here we all have left, here we all will return. We are in a constant state of friendship, yet it is something that has not ceased to grow, to change: we make our choices, our reality differs with each step. We meld ourselves and each other, and this is how it is.

He's probably had better days.

Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Current Music: "... is it that bad to be weak?" Seta Soujirou
livinghole on May 17th, 2003 11:50 pm (UTC)
I'm glad you decided to leave the poor flower where it was it - happier to know that it's finally blooming.
It's happy dappy that the last few days were so great for you. Those pictures really show the best times... It was hard to play the emo role at times and not smile. I was laughing into the bag that I was supposed to be crying into.
Since that merchant, I've seen several others like him. If I were to die, I guess that's how I'd want it - mobbed by my own cart =Þ
It seems that now you're of the same opinion as our wonderful friend who holds the "everything happens for a reason" theory. Though, not really. It's just fun to think about how she'd try to apply it to the current situation. She's such a happy dappy person...lovey dovey even..

Twice in one posting - that means that in those paragraphs, I've used it twice as much as I've heard it come out of your mouth! Sorry about that =P
Katenyxdae on May 18th, 2003 07:12 pm (UTC)
eh? ... eh?
I guess that makes me a "lovey dovey happy dappy" maniac.

That is "Tonyish" for Romantic Optimist ...Right?

I could go into my theory, really, I could...But it's tiring and OOOOH am I tired :)
Sarah  ~静かな猫~silentkitty on May 18th, 2003 07:42 am (UTC)
I really just wanted to say that RO picture nearly made me pee my pants laughing. XD
One Who Wanders: weirdabiona on May 18th, 2003 03:57 pm (UTC)
Come play with us and see such sights frequently! : D
Sarah  ~静かな猫~silentkitty on May 18th, 2003 06:45 pm (UTC)
xD What server are you guys on? My main character is named Aeana, and she's on Loki, but I have a thief on Chaos.. she's not built up very much, though.
One Who Wanders: braindeadabiona on May 18th, 2003 07:36 pm (UTC)
My main characters are, unfortunately it seems, on Chaos. : P I can tank for you? XD
Sarah  ~静かな猫~silentkitty on May 18th, 2003 08:48 pm (UTC)
xD Well, she's only about level 15, lol. What level are your characters?
One Who Wanders: braindeadabiona on May 19th, 2003 05:09 am (UTC)
Parsley, who would be doing the tanking, is currently 45/33.

Ginx is 24/somethingorother.
Sarah  ~静かな猫~: Kzo - happysilentkitty on May 19th, 2003 07:57 am (UTC)
Heehee, okay, next time I'm on Chaos, I'll look for you. ;)
Katenyxdae on May 18th, 2003 07:17 pm (UTC)
Aye yi yi
Hey, don't forget that the rose also was transferred as well. What is that symbollic of I wonder...And And...if Girl hadn't moved out before us and hadn't happened to give you that cup, I would not have been able to take back my favorite vase when I moved out before you. Isn't that nifty? Haha.

"We meld ourselves to eachother." I like that. That's good.
pixiesboy on May 19th, 2003 01:28 pm (UTC)
You and your friends seem like you have a lot of fun. I feel bad that you're all by your lonesome up at the university :(