I've been thinking about chopping my hair off again. True, it is not as long as I hoped it to be before I got to the "arrrg kill it kill it" mood (down to my mid-back where once it was), but the water here is funky and something is building up in my hair, making it all limp and nasty. It feels gross, and is too static-prone. x_X Suggestions for short hairstyles, anyone? Or reasons to keep my hair as long as it is and continue to go longer? (Keep in mind that I will not spend a lot of time on my hair. I brush and I go, because there's too much else I need to do.)
Today pretty much sucked. I overslept, I cut/scraped myself rather painfully (badly enough to bleed), missed breakfast, didn't finish lunch, and I discovered that I pratically failed my second Italian test. I knew I hadn't done wonderfully, but I didn't think the end results were going to be that bad. I spent more time studying for this test than I did the last one, but I didn't do as much of the workbook this chapter as I did last time around, and I think that this is probably one reason why my grade was so bad. Apparently I have absolutely no sense of grammar in Italian, I try to write too colloquially, and I can't spell numbers to save my damn life.
The professor spent most of the period just about yelling at us because only six people got an A, and I felt like I was right back in Latin again, but without the gratutious curve on the test grades. Given my past experience with four years of Latin (I had nightmares about it for years), I found today such a negative experience, I don't really feel like going to Italian tomorrow at all, though my sense of responsibility will probably force me in for more suffering. As Andy would have it, "Kupoooooooo."
I feel sick so often now, and I feel like I can't trust my body. Eat well for a day or eat not, it doesn't matter, I feel sick, but I'm not sick - not with the flu, or any bug. I just feel sick and am sick of my body's own accord. Eat something, feel sick. Don't eat, feel sick. Feel sick and cold, sick and hot, sick sick sick sick. I'm so tired.