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27 March 2006 @ 09:57 pm
 
It just hit me.

I almost have no words for this realization. It dawned on me that I have turned into my Uncle Robert, a man I once characterized as "brilliant but semi-nutty." As far as we know, he only goes outdoors when he has to work, and rarely speaks to anyone. What have I become? An intelligent and self-destructive woman who goes to work, goes to dance class, and makes no connection.

Loneliness used to kill me. Now it is "a sad fact," in a way no longer connected to me.

I have become too used to solitude.
 
 
Current Mood: crappyow ow split my lip ow
Current Music: "Depression Glass," Love Spirals Downward
 
 
 
a w a k e s o o n: cosplay - terra - beautiful disasterawakesoon on March 28th, 2006 04:07 am (UTC)
*hearts*
One Who Wanders: priestess buttabiona on March 28th, 2006 11:28 pm (UTC)
*hearts*
Lokiateeq on March 28th, 2006 04:31 am (UTC)
Awww, cheer up kiddo. Loneliness is good for you. Sure, you'll die a lot younger, and taxes will sting, but hey! you won't have to care about hurting others' feelings. ;)

[Think I'd make a good Haggard from The Last Unicorn?]

I think you need more activity partners.

Oh, if you play on Fairy, say hi to Caine for me. Then kick him in the tush. ^^;
One Who Wanders: ...abiona on March 28th, 2006 11:29 pm (UTC)
1.) Whatever.

2.) Wouldn't know, haven't seen "The Last Unicorn"!

3.) Huh?

4.) Can do. Can I /gnaw instead, though?
Lokiateeq on March 29th, 2006 12:05 am (UTC)
1 2 3 were sarcasm. 4: sure, /gnaw works.
Lokiateeq on March 29th, 2006 02:39 am (UTC)
I was just trying to say that a penalty for being bright is that it's pretty lonely. I've come to accept it and learned to feign naivete. :-/
ex_erikadoor819 on March 28th, 2006 05:04 am (UTC)
This will be cured by hanging out in the Big Blue House.
One Who Wanders: losing itabiona on March 28th, 2006 11:26 pm (UTC)
I'm there dood!
I totally just thought of Gene in a bear suit as the Bear from Bear in the Big Blue House.
aethene on March 28th, 2006 05:19 am (UTC)
:( <3 <3! Anne Elizabeth needs to reach out because she is a pleasant and interesting individual who can no doubt make friends if she only try!

(That isn't a song I sent you way back when, is it? :x)
One Who Wanders: oh yeahabiona on March 28th, 2006 11:22 pm (UTC)
It is. XD
One Who Wanders: personified playground equipmentabiona on March 28th, 2006 11:23 pm (UTC)
And also: when did you get back to the land of LJ?
aethene on March 29th, 2006 12:21 am (UTC)
Yesterday!
One Who Wanders: cakeabiona on March 29th, 2006 01:14 am (UTC)
ORLY

Dood, WHY do you play Alliance!? I totally cannot friend you again 'til you explain this to my satisfaction! XD

FOR THE HORDE!!!
http://pics.livejournal.com/abiona/pic/0001bgpk
aethene on March 29th, 2006 06:08 am (UTC)
Cuz my girlfriend at the time wanted to be a night elf! :( I agree, though. For the horde! 58 UD lock!

That is a mighty fine screenshot, too. :o~