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11 April 2006 @ 09:27 am
Ms. Hormones looks like Death warmed over. Twice. In a microwave.  
Myspace is a terrible creation.

Aside from the obnoxious ads, the plethora of stupid people and the slow load times, it gives me access to a limited layer of "inside information" that is better left alone. I can't resist looking for it, though I really should avoid it all costs. I don't want to know! Sometimes, it's better to dream. Sometimes, it's nicer to wonder. Sometimes, it's much more pleasant to think of vague possibility.

Dashed! That infernal "Status: In a Relationship" stands in the way of every silly girlish fantasy I currently possess. So much for that daydream. Wait, is the profile up to date? Yes. Yes, it does seem to be.

And of course, I immediately to proceed to investigate "the other half," or attempt to. I shouldn't. But I do. If I find her, can I hate her? No. I never can, though I sometimes wish I could.

What is this? Is this jealousy? It's not the same envy I felt when my grades weren't the highest, or when others received accolades that I believed undeserved. My eyes are burning, there's something living at the edge of "me," something full of nothing. The daydreams never had much mass, this is true, and having applied logic to them made them weigh less still. Yet they remain so potent!
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: air circulation
Ollie: Frank Sinatrasaber_rider on April 11th, 2006 02:22 pm (UTC)
Sounds like the story of my life.... ;)
One Who Wanders: whaleabiona on April 11th, 2006 07:36 pm (UTC)
Cue the synchronized angstbuckets!
hazmatlatte on April 11th, 2006 04:00 pm (UTC)
Ironicly I've done that too or just tried to figure out two people relation to eachother on myspace. I have no idea why.
One Who Wanders: creepyabiona on April 11th, 2006 07:35 pm (UTC)
It's almost compulsive, isn't it?

I'm not having much luck in my quest, and I think this is going to drive me nuts for at least a week. XD
hazmatlatte on April 11th, 2006 08:19 pm (UTC)
Yeah it is, and honestly sometimes it's not even people I know or care about I'm just like: HEY LET'S PLAY THE MYSPACE GAME. Well friends of friends I mean.

Oh myspace, how you have made me fall.
Lokiateeq on April 12th, 2006 08:22 am (UTC)
I avoid myspace as much as I can... too loud... too different from what I am... too many offers to be friends from people I don't know (or want to know)...
Dustin, Hrair-roo: innocentyuushi on April 14th, 2006 11:19 pm (UTC)
So what is your MySpace name? I just made one myself: http://www.myspace.com/elahrairrah
One Who Wanders: whaleabiona on April 15th, 2006 12:27 am (UTC)
Sounds like ... Watership Down

I friended ye, so you'll get one of those email thinguses soon. : D