Oddly, I woke up at 3:40 p.m. today (after having some sort of mucked up dream about an elephant/tank ... not sure which, as I remember a bunch of elephants and bizzarely tall horses running off towards the mountain range in the sunset, but you can't do maintenence on an elephants innards with a wrench). I'm not too sure why - my bedtime of somewhere inbetween 1:30 and 2:00 a.m. usually guarantees that I will arise sometime between 12:00 p.m. and 1:00 p.m., but today I simply didn't function. I do believe that today is a lost cause, so I'm not going to bother attempting to be productive. I'm not sure if I can be productive today, I seem to be in the throes of a perfectionist movement, and I'm pretty sure that nothing I do will be good enough.

This is most likely why I will never do any of the cosplay that I dream of. Though I need to because of my inability with a needle, I can't start off slow and I know it, and I can't do anything big and I'm well aware of that too. So I merely sit and admire those with skills, while paralyzed to develop any of my own. I'm an idiot. -_-

Though after learning this info, I could possibly do Daemon, which I really wanted to do a long while back. But I never did manage to finish watching Reboot, because I went back to school and they don't have Cartoon Network there. T_T;

I most likely will have my away message up all this evening, unless someone appears that I have some info for or need to ask about something. For some reason, I suddenly don't feel like talking to anyone at all. I'm pretty sure it's because I'm always in here alone - not talking to anyone IRL whatsoever or doing anything outside the house gets to me, after awhile. I may be a loner, but I am still dependent upon seeing other people.

I don't feel like eating, though I know I will - I've been eating too much lately, and I feel like a pig. -_-

It's kind of interesting - my two big loves when I first got into anime were DBZ and Gundam Wing. I don't really watch either of them anymore, but I still think very fondly of DBZ, and would watch it again if I got the chance. Gundam Wing, on the other hand ... maybe I'd watch select episodes or scenes, but definitely not the series again. I have all these little Deathscythes and I don't know what to do with them. o_o Plus, what am I going to do with all of the tapes that I recorded every single one of the 49 Gundam Wing episodes on? I simply don't record that much stuff anymore, since I don't watch TV.

I think I'm going to go watch Kenshin again. -_-