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11 June 2002 @ 05:22 pm
Oddly, I woke up at 3:40 p.m. today (after having some sort of mucked up dream about an elephant/tank ... not sure which, as I remember a bunch of elephants and bizzarely tall horses running off towards the mountain range in the sunset, but you can't do maintenence on an elephants innards with a wrench). I'm not too sure why - my bedtime of somewhere inbetween 1:30 and 2:00 a.m. usually guarantees that I will arise sometime between 12:00 p.m. and 1:00 p.m., but today I simply didn't function. I do believe that today is a lost cause, so I'm not going to bother attempting to be productive. I'm not sure if I can be productive today, I seem to be in the throes of a perfectionist movement, and I'm pretty sure that nothing I do will be good enough.

This is most likely why I will never do any of the cosplay that I dream of. Though I need to because of my inability with a needle, I can't start off slow and I know it, and I can't do anything big and I'm well aware of that too. So I merely sit and admire those with skills, while paralyzed to develop any of my own. I'm an idiot. -_-

Though after learning this info, I could possibly do Daemon, which I really wanted to do a long while back. But I never did manage to finish watching Reboot, because I went back to school and they don't have Cartoon Network there. T_T;

I most likely will have my away message up all this evening, unless someone appears that I have some info for or need to ask about something. For some reason, I suddenly don't feel like talking to anyone at all. I'm pretty sure it's because I'm always in here alone - not talking to anyone IRL whatsoever or doing anything outside the house gets to me, after awhile. I may be a loner, but I am still dependent upon seeing other people.

I don't feel like eating, though I know I will - I've been eating too much lately, and I feel like a pig. -_-

It's kind of interesting - my two big loves when I first got into anime were DBZ and Gundam Wing. I don't really watch either of them anymore, but I still think very fondly of DBZ, and would watch it again if I got the chance. Gundam Wing, on the other hand ... maybe I'd watch select episodes or scenes, but definitely not the series again. I have all these little Deathscythes and I don't know what to do with them. o_o Plus, what am I going to do with all of the tapes that I recorded every single one of the 49 Gundam Wing episodes on? I simply don't record that much stuff anymore, since I don't watch TV.

I think I'm going to go watch Kenshin again. -_-
Current Mood: perfectionistic
Current Music: ... the sound of the fans going.
SDsado_nishi on June 11th, 2002 05:05 pm (UTC)
Don't feel bad about other people being better... Or maybe I just don't care about that, cause I don't cosplay to be the best in the world or anything. I just do it for fun. I don't know if you've seen any other pics of my costumes (besides the Anotsu one, I remember you said you saw that one), but they're all, well, cheaply put together! I'm pretty sure they'd fall apart if I ever tried to wash them. LOL. I have lots of fun anyway though, even if the costumes aren't perfect.

Do you have any pics of your costumes? I'd like to see!
One Who Wanders: downcastabiona on June 11th, 2002 06:28 pm (UTC)
heh, I deleted all the pictures of when I cosplayed as Juuhachigou/Android 18 from DBZ, but some images can be found of me as Anju, from The Legend of Zelda: Majora's Mask.


Should be on there. o_o

I got bored one day and made a cosplay site which I haven't dealt with since January, lol (and I will only link you to that if you ask via AIM ... or you can get proactive and look through past entries, but that would be a waste of time. ^^;;). I didn't think I'd ever put much up (I don't take many pictures at cons ... o_o), but it was fun to put together. ^_^;
One Who Wanders: annoyedabiona on June 11th, 2002 06:32 pm (UTC)
Oh, forgot to mention - I didn't make the Anju costume, which is why it looks good. ^_^ A good family friend of ours made it for me.

... I need to learn how to sew. -_-;
SD: Lazulisado_nishi on June 11th, 2002 10:41 pm (UTC)
Well, looks cool anyway! I've never played Majora's Mask though so I don't know the character.

I actually can't sew well either, I always just find ways around things... I hand-sewed all my costumes cheaply but what I want to do is learn how to use a machine. Then at least I can make stuff faster, and have it actually stay in one piece.

That's cool that you had a No. 18 costume though... I made a No. 17 a looong time ago, but never wore it to any cons or got any pictures. I just did it for fun cause I was bored.