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29 October 2002 @ 09:05 pm
I pray that "The Gilmore Girls" will be over soon. My hands itch to hold a Playstation controller once more! (That, and the sitcoms just aren't my thing. XP I have a strange affinity for the History Channel and some portions of Cartoon Network ...) The Discovery Channel has apparently bought into that "Elimidate" type of show, and has one of their own now. ;_; That makes me sad.

This morning was a bloody one. While in the shower, I accidentally poked the horrible, absolutely huge infected mountain on my cheek ... got out, discovered that it was so unhappy about my callous treatment of it, it was bleeding so much that it was beginning to drip down my face. XP I was surprised, because it actually looked better when I woke up this morning than it looked yesterday. ;_; But now we have this scab/bruise look going on. -_-

I am amazed that Dawson's Creek is still alive. o_O People people, where's your taste? I advocate Freakazoid all the way. XD

WHOO! I've gotten an actual, paid commission! XD (For the longest time I've thought that this was something that only happened to other individuals. o_o) I just need to get more details out of her about what she wants, so I waste neither her time nor mine while working. That, and I don't know how much I'm charging, either. XP I'm a really bad judge of the worth of my own time.

I doodled some of my characters from Path for the first time in a long, long time today, and even came up with a bit more mythology for the primary religion in Byss, one of the worlds in which Path takes place. Path has been a story in my head and in a very, very bad, painfully abbreviated, typed up version for about four years now. It would probably have never gotten out of my head at all had my high school senior AP English teacher not given an assignment that Path fit just about perfectly. But, in order to come not even remotely close to the page limit, I chopped out a lot of information, some major characters, and readjusted the plot. XP I've always meant to rewrite it, but I never got around to it. heh

I'm so glad purple M&Ms won the color vote.

Form is revealed through light. A convincing portrayal of light will show the form.

Figure Drawing was both a curse and a blessing today. People were turning in the out of class muscular structure assignments, which scared me sneezeless ... because although I do prioritize, I prioritize everything to be done at the last minute ... thus I did not have them done (I thought they were due Thursday). I was pratically kicking myself ... another girl did not have the assignments with her either, and fearing an explosion from our teacher, she left.

I decided to weather the storm ... something in me just said that I had to stay though I wanted to flee, and accept the consequences of both my procrastination and my forgetfulness. Whereupon, the teacher announced "why are you turning them in now? Thursday is our day for turning in assignments!"

Our goal today was to work on our sense and use of tone. As I drew, I began to think that I was doing badly ... very badly ... and I worried that I had again stayed sightlessly in my rut. I was all the more worried because I couldn't tell whether I had or not. I couldn't see whether I was being stupid! He hadn't said a thing to me ... but then after the break, he did say several things to me about my work, and I think I learned things this class.

I feel discombobulated right now ... but I guess that's better than feeling depressed? o.O
Current Mood: stupid
HEADCLEANER: Kefkaantitype on October 29th, 2002 06:46 pm (UTC)
Do you randomly write down tiny little entries throughout the week and then dump a bunch of them into one big entry? ^^; If not, your brain jumps around an awful lot.

I feel discombobulated right now ... but I guess that's better than feeling depressed? o.O

They say being depressed is easy, so I guess that depends. ^^; Do you feel happy at all?
One Who Wanders: tiredabiona on October 29th, 2002 08:45 pm (UTC)
An entry usually consists of a collection of things that have occurred since the entry prior, in whatever order they occur to me to use ... also, I am prone to interrupting whatever I am typing about with things that are happening right then and there. After a first typing up, I go over my entries and add things if I think I've missed something. The habits only amplify my odd thought processes ... : 3

I'm wearing my old glasses right now ... a girl gave my glasses such a whack (she knocked them half off my face), and my prescription is so intense, that the new off-balance-ness completely tired my eyes out within the short course of an hour and a half. x_x They burn, they burn ...

Sometimes I am happy. But right now, not consistently ... not like when I was happy before. XP
HEADCLEANER: Creepantitype on October 29th, 2002 08:56 pm (UTC)
Sometimes I am happy. But right now, not consistently ... not like when I was happy before. XP

That pretty much sums up the past few years of my life. :B Not that I was ever consistently happy, but I guess I was too young to really notice or care. Is anyone really consistently happy? True happiness seems to be kind of an elusive thing to me...
Giang (yang)cometeoraine on October 30th, 2002 06:45 pm (UTC)
Yes, and this jumping around of yours is contagious, I seem to have caught it xD~.